It's Just life

After many all these years at High School I thought was armed with everything I needed to conquer the working world, knowledge of what to expect, an understanding of what’s ahead and the ability to get by. While all of that got me here, I don’t think it prepare me for life. Now I wish I just listened. You know that old saying, "Keep it safe” Well it sucks. Applying myself to colleges has shown that you have to get of your comfort zone. And it frustrating been tron apart by staying safe away from failure and going out there and stepping in to life. Buts its best of we do. I starting to learn it doesn't matter how you get your foot in the door, it only matters what you do with the opportunity when it happens. But unfortunately life is not always fair. You may not always get what you want. It’s hard to know you may not get into college. It’s terrifying how hard it can be to try so hard and then lose.

One thing that can literally save you is money. Each dream that you want can happen with money. While money is not everything, it can get you into college. You have to be prepared to waste money. Something I am not too happy with. A good reason/excuse why I start to think community is better for me. I don’t see or my family financially stable for me to go to 4-year. Because of all this stress we all need to remember to relax. Make sure that in your downtime, at home, we aren’t stressing about colleges constantly. Yes it’s stress full, but it has to be done. Just don’t kill yourself over it. One thing I need to do it stay on track about is to not lose heart, just push on. I need to not become distracted with what everyone else is doing, stay focused on my own goals, stick to my lane and the rest will sort itself out. Hopefully.