Value of Life

Now that football season has come to a close for our team I have reached a questionable milestone in my life. All my life I have played football and, quite frankly am no way ready to give it up. The question is will i be able to continue to play it in college on a scholarship? Will i continue to keep in good contact with my brothers? What am I supposed to do now!? Well i know im going to continue to work hard in school. Now that season is over I can focus more in school but, that lingering feeling of emptiness will be there; until maybe December. Playing at the next level would be a great honor. Right now with football gone I'm questioning the Value ofLife. Not talking suicide or anything but it hurts. Its the only thing I know outside of school. Playing football is my life and, if its all over whats my Value on the Earth until I find my career. Its a rugged stepping stone but everything will work out for the better I'm sure of it.